Sunday, December 28, 2014

Brad 2014


 

 Today marks the third anniversary of my son Bradley's death. I awoke this morning at 4:30 with these words in my heart:

Sometimes my heart feels like a wet rag being twisted and wrung out with the pain of him not being here; With the longing for him to come and fill up that gigantic vacuum he left in my soul—in our souls.

The only thing I can do to ease the pain, bring some light into the darkness, unclinch my heart, is to go into the Spirit, the Holy Spirit of Christ Himself, and His great Love, the same Love that was and  still is in Bradley; the Love from which all the various loves come. Then I hear His voice reminding me about the “many rooms” and comforting me with “fear not, don’t be troubled”* and I begin to know again, in an ever deepening way, about that Light that is the Light of man, the Core and center of the universe from which all has come, to which all will return, in which all currently resides; the God Who is Love, Who made Brad’s and everyone’s particular, unique personality possible; the One Who brought forth all that is and holds it together, on this side and the other side of death.

I have to and I want to let my heart be filled up and filled up and filled up to overflowing with that Love from which came forth Bradley’s laughter, compassion, humor, loyalty, and all the particular instruments in the orchestra of his personality that played such a beautiful series of compositions for us for a time on this earth. And I want to remember too that not all the songs were happy ones for him or for us in this world; that he had his share of that tribulation that Jesus said we would all have; like the tribulation of losing someone you love.  But how amazing, how amazing, how over-the-top amazing that He said, speaking with the voice of eternal Truth that transcends all truth, “nevertheless, be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.”  There, you see, right there, is when I hear Brad laughing! And when I see him, like I did in the dream that God gave me, I see him winking at me, with Jesus standing behind him, a hand on his shoulder, smiling, and behind them the Light of God, the conscious Core and Fabric of this universe, shining brighter than the sun, enveloping me and all of us in Eternity and in Love.

*From John 14.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

The Gift

There is something in me that is perpetually frustrated and disappointed by our failure to live the Christian faith---by my own failures to do so, and by our nation's and the world's failures to do so.  I think this is the frustration that was and is the fire in the belly of all the prophets through the ages. As a culture moves farther and farther from living the realities of the Faith, it deteriorates. Anyone who loves people and sees this deterioration is frustrated and seeks to do something about it. We are created in the image of God. We see plainly that humans are above all creatures on this earth in this regard; and we have responsibility that corresponds to our creative abilities and powers.  This responsibility involves sincere attention to life---what works and does not work for the human family--in other words, we are responsible to be sincere truth seekers.  In this light, it is fair to say that anyone who has not at least read the New Testament is a fool. I say this with no malice. One who ignores the words of the One Who said "I am the way, truth and life" can not claim to be an honest truth seeker. And if we do not seek, we will not find. And if we do not discover the Way of true life, we become a problem to the human family rather than a solution to the problems of humanity.  And we do not even realize that we are a problem---that we are bringing more suffering into life than healing and light.  Our lives become distracted by things that do not benefit the human family.  Our selfishness and self-centeredness, traits that we are all born with, will always win the day. 
Anyone who reads the New Testament, especially the teachings and life of Christ, in sincere openness to Truth, and is not inwardly transformed in a very positive way is spiritually blind. I don't know what hope there is for that person, and I pray God's mercy upon them. (Those who fall in this category may hear that statement as arrogant or condescending, though, God knows, there is no arrogance in it.) The wise of all ages have seen the solution to the human problems in Christ's teachings. To look elsewhere is futile unless and until it leads to the Truth of Christ. Christ is the center of the universe, as he is the center of human history---a fact that secularists, operating in spiritual blindness, have sought to obfuscate, an example of which is the changing of A.D. [Anno Domini,  in the year of our Lord] to C.E. [in the "Common Era"].  Anything that takes a culture away from the realities of the Christian Faith takes it farther into darkness. Anyone who suppresses the Christian Faith makes democracy a less tenable form of government, because spiritually immature people cannot govern themselves, no matter how intelligent they are.  Education does not substitute for spiritual maturity, and it takes a radical intervening Force, combined with sincere earnest seeking, to evoke spiritual maturity, which does not happen naturally or passively. Jesus said, "Unless one be born again he cannot see the Kingdom of God."  and the Kingdom of God is the only solution to earth's human problems. Why is it so difficult for us to see that all our human efforts, uninspired by the Holy Spirit of our Creator, are futile? Has not history born this out ad nauseum? Why is it so difficult to realize that Jesus has solved the human problem in a single statement: "You are to love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use and persecute you if you desire to be the children of your Father in heaven"?  Those who see this as Utopian and unattainable, and write it off, and turn toward political and military solutions, simply prolong the human misery.  How long have we utilized those modalities fruitlessly? The difficulties of this teaching, and the fact that so few seem to be willing to practice it, combined with the ongoing hostilities and vanity in the human family, do more to validate than to diminish its veracity. What if we really practiced it as an ongoing conscious endeavor? No matter how far short we fall, any movement in that direction would certainly move us in the right direction. Instead of ignoring Christ and His teachings, and blandly or viciously suppressing Christianity, what if we elevated it to the forefront of human attention?  Instead of exclusively pointing out the hypocrisy in it [a perennial temptation in any endeavor] why not focus on the unquestionable good that has been evoked by it, realizing that hypocrisy is an aspect of the very evil it exposes and overcomes? As someone has said, [paraphrasing]"It's not that Christianity has been tried and found wanting, it's that it has been found to be hard, and not tried."
My hope is that our frustrations about the problems in this world will lead us ultimately toward the only true Solution, and into the endeavor of furthering His Kingdom, which will be the greatest gift we can give to those we love, and perhaps the only thing that will give us satisfaction at the end of our lives.




Response from James Willis:


Dec 29 at 9:44 PM


I realize your question is rhetorical, part lament and call to action, but I am prompted to respond to your question in part, below:



'Why is it so difficult to realize that Jesus has solved the human problem in a single statement: "You are to love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use and persecute you if you desire to be the children of your Father in heaven"?'


Sin, and resulting blindness. Generally speaking only people with a real problem look for a real answer.
God calls sinners to salvation through His Son in Grace, which brings repentance, salvation and sanctification, and restoration of fellowship with God.


 


Consider those whose ears are dull, eyes that have closed, with no understanding in their hearts:



Mat_13:15  For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.

Act_28:27  For the heart of this people is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes have they closed; lest they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them.


It's so important, it's in both Matthew and Acts.


 The verse above from Matthew follows the parable of the sower, and Jesus goes on to explain the role of the individual decision and of evil interfering with the hearing:

Mat 13:19  When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side.


This describes a process of struggle for the birth of awareness of truth. At any point in time it appears there are those that are dull of hearing, with eyes and hearts closed, and are unafraid. I'm very familiar with this condition in my own life experiences. Even so, there are voices calling in the wilderness to bring the truth by the Holy Spirit.


Some are unafraid of sin, unafraid of death, unafraid of God and His awesome power to spin the planets and know the hairs on our head. Perhaps in throwing out the superstition of the middle ages, and substituting science, materialism and consumerism we have thrown out the baby with the bath water, washing fear down the drain, substituting apathy for fear.


Of course fear can be an oppression, and it can be a terrible companion but when I climbed mountains fear was my friend and I would listen often times objectively. If I was having an off day climbing that bit of overhanging ice was maybe not a smart idea, better to eat first or maybe just go home and I've done both, and lived.


Today, fear is the enemy and is hunted down with empowerment strategies, personal talismans and idols, with secular poetry, with caffeine, alcohol and other drugs like money, even with Nike logos like "Just Do It". Perhaps fear is the wrong enemy. ["Twas Grace that taught my heart to fear, and Grace my fears relieved." John Newton, Amazing Grace] added by MFG.


Last week I offered some encouragement to a young man recently married whose father in law passed away unexpectedly. In support of his wife, I explained that during a crisis, the loss of a dear loved one, sometimes the past is temporarily jettisoned from our memory, and hope for the future is temporarily nonexistent, and we are simply left in an apparently eternal now-ness where we come face to face with uncertainty and doubt, prior to grief. In time through grief we have our dear memories restored to us, and they become an even more precious part of who we are, and hope for the future becomes an active part of our life and we grow beyond the chrysalis of the butterfly, but there are those moments of metamorphosis and apparent stasis when nothing seems to be moving or changing but where the real progress is made.


Those moments of now-ness I think are opportunities to meet God through His Grace. After all, He is eternally now, "I Am", so perhaps we can meet Him at those times without all the normal trappings of life. But it's the repentance, and the Grace that invites us that gives us the opportunity to step out in faith, and what is faith without a little fear and doubt to give us an easy out, a quick alternative, the very canvas of our weakness in the flesh that gives contrast to the bold strokes of faith. It's how we decide in those moments of invitation, those moments of encounter that determines our fellowship with God, indeed our salvation.


I heard yesterday on KLove that a Chihuahua was found in a house destroyed by fire, he was shrouded in house insulation and standing in a puddle of water protected from the heat. A man of science would say there's a logical explanation to this, that the human DNA double helix is a matter of evolution only and that the parting of the Red Sea and the fall of the walls of Jericho are not miracles but due to natural phenomena only. Putting aside the fact for believers that God is entirely 'natural', of course they can't explain away the exquisite timing of these events which gives us pause to reflect on the majesty of God's creation. Unless of course you are given to self actualization, can overcome all fear triggers real or imagined, and are literally hell bent to quiet that still, small voice of God calling unto God within us to be gathered unto Himself for His purpose. But even if one's eyes and ears are closed, there will be a time for reconsideration because of God's Mercy.



Your question of "Why is it so difficult..." though, hinges on the fact that the logic or mathematics of God's mercy makes little sense in the flesh. Love your enemies? "Hey, What about me??" Do Good to those that hate you? "Not on my watch, I've got my defenses up!" Pray for those who spitefully use and persecute you?? "Clearly you have a bad translation in hand..." Consider the logic of "be angry, but do not sin". It's perfect. For example, if a forest fire simply refused to spread from one blade of grass to the next blade of grass, or from one tree to the next tree, poof! there'd be no forest fire. The analogy breaks down because forest fires are sometimes natural processes and required, but if anger did not spread via sin what an improvement that would be.


This logic doesn't work because it requires faith in practice and we want to dig in and do things ourselves. Waiting on God is so passive, after all, when we can just dig in with our own tools and talents which may work with small problems but rarely with the problems that matter.


My hope is that your ministry will continue to move others through the work of the Holy Spirit for His purpose, and that it will be disruptive to Satan's plans for our destruction. The book "23 Minutes in Hell" tells the story of a man who says he went to hell, where he was in a dark cell carved in the side of a seemingly endless pit kept company by a demon with pure malevolence, who wanted only his eternal suffering. Do we believe science which maintains these images and experiences are the result of neurons firing and memories changing, or do we allow for the idea that we may not know what we don't know and would do well to have some appreciation or even healthy fear of our imperfect knowledge and turn to Christ our Savior and His Gospel. After all, it's not a weakness to be a lamb in need of a Shepherd, if in fact you are a lamb in need of a Shepherd.


In Christ,


Jim
Thanks Jim

























Wednesday, December 3, 2014

What Ferguson Exposed


Beloved, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are of God; for many false prophets have gone out into the world. By this you know the Spirit of God: every spirit which confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God, and every spirit which does not confess Jesus is not of God. This is the spirit of antichrist, of which you heard that it was coming, and now it is in the world already. 1John 4:1-3


Mockers inflame a city, but the wise turn away anger. Prov. 29:8




In the aftermath of the Ferguson, MO riots, there have been many voices crying out to be heard. Some of them have been civil and level-headed; others fueled by fiery hatred. Some have been subtle and smooth, but dead wrong in their focus, and destructive of purpose. It's alarming how bereft of common sense many of these loud voices have been—how militantly blind to the facts and how quick to covertly or overtly justify lawlessness. Vicious statements like “Burn this b___ down!” [Michael Brown's step-father], and “We'll tear this g-- d--- country down!” [Farrakhan] are coming from a place in the soul that is contrary to all that is good in humanity.

We can see that there are many spirits that have been loosed in the world that are contrary to the peace-engendering love and wisdom of Jesus Christ. Many blanch at the mention of His name. An atheist group has posted billboards with a picture of a young girl writing a letter, obviously to Santa: “Dear Santa, All I want for Christmas is not to have to go to church.” An atheist spokesman for the group says the purpose was to help atheists or unbelievers to not “feel alienated”. The message sounds less like an encouragement to unbelievers than a slap in the face of the church---the church whose pope is currently in Turkey trying to garner support from the Muslim community in the work of condemning the Islamic State atrocities. The church that has spawned organizations like Samaritan's Purse, Voice of the Martyrs, the Baptist Disaster Relief, and thousands of other ministries to the sick, needy and poor. Perhaps these atheists could better serve humanity by organizing such ministries rather than attacking the church.

It has never been clearer to me that the Christian Faith---Christ Himself---is the answer to the problems of the world. And it is alarming to see how many loud voices there are in our country that are pulling society in the opposite direction of His Truth. It seems incredibly foolish—suicidal---to try to tear down this country or the Faith that has clearly been its foundation. It is an act of spiritual blindness and pure selfishness to release oneself into lawless behavior, rationalized by the false perception that the judicial system has failed. It seems evident that the energy of this anarchy was already smoldering underground, awaiting a trigger [and it was a hairline trigger] to be released. Militant blindness—the refusal to see the truth—is the essence of evil. Jesus said “I am the Truth...” Without the discernment of the Holy Spirit one cannot see the truth. Children who've not been given access to the Bible become fallow ground in which any wayward seed of deception may take root. Like zombies going after noise, spiritually blind people will follow any loud voice speaking with enough passion, no matter how far from the truth it may lead them. This is true because the human soul was created with the need for a purpose beyond itself. And if Christ does not fulfill that soul with His Love, Satan will fill it with hatred and misguided deception. Communism, Nazism, and radical Islam are all stark examples of what can grow in the fallow ground of unbelief in Christ as the Messiah. An honest objective study of what has grown in the fertile ground of the Christian Faith reveals immense good for the human family, including safety for and ministries to those who do not believe. [As long as that unbelief is not aggressively destructive of the Christian Faith, as in the case of the Crusades. Christianity has the right to protect itself from violent eradication.] If it were possible for the spiritually blind to see, they would realize that the Christian Faith is the only truly safe sanctuary for the human soul and spirit. All else becomes a struggle for power and control---something Christ possessed, but laid aside, becoming a servant of humanity and an example for His followers.

Spiritual blindness destroys all that is good in a society. There are no levels of education, political correctness, or military power that can compensate for spiritual blindness or prevent it from eroding a nation. It is suicidal to work against faith in Christ.